Its My Life.....

This pain of separation, stings my heart everyday

It hurts me through the night in every way

we were happy, but that was our past

I have loved you and will always do till i breath my last

In this empty space away from the world

of those cruel beasts who call themselves our wellwisher…

I lie on my bed

These eyes that once used to dive inside yours….

are now closed forever…

These ears that once used to hear your voice everyday

will now hear nothing but silence….

These lips that once used to say all that you loved to hear…

are now shut without uttering a single word…

This voice that once used to fill the air with laughter and joy…

will never be heard any more…..

These hands that were once locked with yours…

are now hanging loose in the air…

And blood on the floor is not just blood

Its each and every drop consists of my love for you

The pain that I everyday go through…..

and now..

i lie on my bed

unemotional

feelingless

and

…LIFELESS….

Its My Life.....

This pain of separation, stings my heart everyday

It hurts me through the night in every way

we were happy, but that was our past

I have loved you and will always do till i breath my last

In this empty space away from the world

of those cruel beasts who call themselves our wellwisher…

I lie on my bed

These eyes that once used to dive inside yours….

are now closed forever…

These ears that once used to hear your voice everyday

will now hear nothing but silence….

These lips that once used to say all that you loved to hear…

are now shut without uttering a single word…

This voice that once used to fill the air with laughter and joy…

will never be heard any more…..

These hands that were once locked with yours…

are now hanging loose in the air…

And blood on the floor is not just blood

Its each and every drop consists of my love for you

The pain that I everyday go through…..

and now..

i lie on my bed

unemotional

feelingless

and

…LIFELESS….

Loneliness

what can I say..

I been keeping away all my desires…

Because I was just focusing on you…

after u left…

I met loneliness

Loneliness becomes my friend

You gave me loneliness as a gift

for what i did all these while for you…

thanks to you.

I cried sometimes…

Day and nite…

You never know

But you are happy with your new life…

So I hide my feelings and happy for you…

Because I loved you so much…

Love of My Life..

My smile is for your eyes only

My thoughts belong to you only

My happiness is because of you only

My future belongs to you only

My dreams related to you only

My nights are demanding you only

My desires are calling you only

My life is in you only

Because…

My Love!

You are only Love of my life.

When She Is Sad.

When shes sad, I become mad.

When shes scared, I take all fear.

When she crys,

I wipe the tears off her cheeks

and make her cheers.

When she needs someone to talk to,

I like to remain there.

When she needs something,

I will go through all situations

to seek what it is that she needs.

When her heart break,

I try my best to become a sheild.

When she needs me,

I find out where is she

When we fight,

I after a moment, apologise.

When she stumbles in life,

I help her to stand up right.

If, you may ask….

I said, cause shes my best friend, like no other.

When shes sad.....

When shes sad, I become mad.

When shes scared, I take all fear.

When she crys,

I wipe the tears off her cheeks

and make her cheers.

When she needs someone to talk to,

I like to remain there.

When she needs something,

I will go through all situations

to seek what it is that she needs.

When her heart break,

I try my best to become a sheild.

When she needs me,

I find out where is she

When we fight,

I after a moment, apologise.

When she stumbles in life,

I help her to stand up right.

If, you may ask….

I said, cause shes my best friend, like no other.

You Picked Me....

You picked me up from the ground

showed me your love

helped me understand my life

You showed me the different world

You loved me with all your heart

You love me when I am mad

You love me was I am sad

You love me when I cry

You love me when I lost my mind

and have no idea who I am

I know you love me,

you love me with all your heart

and for that I want to thank you

from the bottom of my heart.

In your Arms........

When I look at you

I feel your happiness

and I know when your sad

because I see it in your eyes.

I never want to tell but you see strait through me.

I would never want to lose you

because I don’t know what I would do without you.

You are like whole world to me.

I cant tell you how I feel

You can read me through my eyes

and when I’m with you I feel so great,

so secure in your arms.

Love Messeges For u...

No one can take your place

You remain special and precious

for me in all my life.

You are my ten out of ten person

I only want love and attention from you

I know you dont need me

and your life go on perfectly

without me…

But whenever you feel alone

and want someone’s shoulder

to cry on, then do call me

I will be there in that instant

and become your sheild

against the horrible things

in your life. I will seek

love and kindness in your

heart, for sake of your

own survival, because no

one can live with out Love

and companionship.

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Its Just Me....

As I sit all alone, its just me

Thinking of our past I am sure, its just me,

Wishing our love was meant to last forever, its just me

I want to hold your hand, be with you forever and I am sure, its just me

Things are different with just me,

How do I sit all alone and pretend things are fine with jut me,

Do I really love just me,

Am I better all alone just me,

“Just me thinking”, but why cant I think of JUST ME

Our Days of Love..

In the Middle of Every Night,

Beneath the shining moon and stars

I remember you, Our days of Love

How we used to Look In each others Eyes

In Deep Love For Each other…

How we used to get lost In each other…

While Kissing Our lips…

You used to feel protected in my Arms..

You were scared of Darkness Ma Princess..

And i Used to Hug you tight and Pamper you

To make you feel out of fear…

We Used to Stay In Each others arms…

And Forget this World…

But I never Knew the things would turn out this way..

And this Fake Society would make Us apart..

I remember those Five Hours of my Life…

When We lost each other…

We were meant for each other… Our Love was Spiritual…

Our souls Have become ONE…

Ma Princess.. Today I’m starting My Journey to a Spiritual World…

And One day When we meet there…

It will be the Day we Will Stay Forever In Each others Arms..

And become a ONE COMPLETE SOUL by Emerging in the Spiritual Light…

Which Created ME, You, And This Whole Universe…

I Love You A Lot.. May God Bless you Rest of Your Life..

TILL WE MEET AGAIN…

Love in My Heart

I know that thousands of words

are not enough to tell you

my heartly feelings, my emotions,

my passion towards you,

So I want you to see my

feelings, my emotions and

my passion in my eyes,

and through it in my heart.

I wish you could read my face

and come to know about

what I want to say…

Darling I want you to

stay with me like my wife

forever…

I love you so much…

Life Is So Lonely

Why is my life so lonely

Seems like everybody i love or

get too close

leaves me…

Who cares about the quiet girl back there

Who hears her when she pleads for help

There is no one to just listen

Just tell her she matters

Does anyone care that thoughts of leaving this earth

confuse her mind daily?

Cutting her, hurting her,

After that who knows

How does she hide it so well when everyone claims to know her

better then she knows herself

if that’s the case then how could u not see this coming

or did u ever even care???

My Dream Of Love....

In the morning when I woke up

I smiled and think about the dream I saw

I saw a dream of romance and love,

I saw you, my passion, desire and love

I saw your head on my chest

Felt you hairs on my neck

Felt the warmth of your blushing cheeks

Drowned in the deep sea of your eyes

Laying on the bed with wine

In the room filled with jasmine

And a candle light made it shine

All my worries have gone blur

and everything looked very much fine

I was wishing to hold that time

In my heart felt fear of apart

I embraced you and held you tight

Asked you not to go tonight.

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My Dream Girl........

If I’ll get the chance to tell

my most desirable wish to you

Its about my future wife

I wish to have a girl of dreams

I wish to have a life like breeze

The girl full of life, pretty face

I wish to have a chance

To kiss her, to hold her soft hands

I wish to love her at every glance

I wish I find the girl of my dreams

Before I die, before my desire screams.

Only one for me...

I have said million words

I have done million things

I have cried million times

I have tried to make my heart

As hard as stone

I have called you many times

I have tried to keep silent

But there is no use

You cant hear my silence

How can you understand my words,

The things I have done,

The tears I have dropped,

The pain I have felt,

The Screams in my silence.

But…

Its the fact, I cant turn my

heart to any one else.

You were the only one for me.

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Reason

The things I have never said

are more then just i love you

You are the reason I live

When you breath in the air

You are the one for me

The sun rises and sets for you

When you say my name

My heart lost his tune

You tell me you love me

You say I miss you

You are the one and

these are the things you never heard

because you have gone away from me

but I still love you with the things i have never said.

Why I Love You

Its not because I like to love

but its because I breath to love

living for love

but living to love means expecting love in return as benefit

so thats the reason why I love

With my mind adrift

I think of the best moving far & wide just like a scout

digging to find whats in my might

then I decorate the love to make it a bit smooth

With a rhyme I love whats in my head

poison the love on my lips then pass them out with my mouth

whats the best, I cherish like a dove

never to let go but keep in my heart

use it to fly with the best lover with the heart

I will not to finish my game in lips

but to finish like an orchestra band

then I do the best for me to stand

with someone I can call a lover

together we then fight to the better end

When my head is filled with love,

I wont think of the outcome

because I know the best will always come

all I do is love to stem to stem what people fear the most

this is the very reason why I love.

Cute Love

I like to talk

Talk every night

Until you fall a sleep

I wish you would

love with me

Until I close

my eyes and sleep

Next day

When you wake up

kiss me and say

good morning

I feel so good

like i m in heaven

You brighten up my day

Pour the sweetness and

happiness in me

With your lips

That is why

I wish to be

with you forever.

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Why

When ever I show you love

The only thing you do

is to suffer and hurt me too

Why…

When ever I show how much

I care for you

You never pay attention

Why…

When ever I need you

You never hear me

Why…

Whishes for love

Tonite before you go to bed

I want you to remember that

There is someone who is missing

you and thinking about you

and wishing for you

I may not come to share

these beautiful moments

with you but

My words, my memories will

have never left you alone.

May you live a healthy

beautiful life.

Painful Nights

In the memory of that face

I am sitting alone

Staring in the space

Smoking cigarette

without single blink

I have nothing to watch

nothing to think

How can I sleep

With all the pains

My heart keeps

I want to take you out

From my heart and head

There are alot to tell

Remains unveil, remains unsaid

All you have said and all you have done

Give me heart ache and severe depression

You are all I have got

But you left when I have shot

I didnt know you would leave me

Loneliness was painful and my only fear

Thats why I am break and sitting here

I wish we meet again like friends

And I never become alone till the end.

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You picked me up from the ground

showed me your love

helped me understand my life

You showed me the different world

You loved me with all your heart

You love me when I am mad

You love me was I am sad

You love me when I cry

You love me when I lost my mind

and have no idea who I am

I know you love me,

you love me with all your heart

and for that I want to thank you

from the bottom of my heart.

Love = Two

The sun rises,
The sun sets,
The night lights glow,
One light shines brighter though,
And she will stay with me forever,
She is what keeps me going in cold weather,
When the road gets rough,
She is the one that holds me tight,
When I see her,
Hair in the wind,
Looking like an angel,
Eyes radiant in the sun,
She brings warmth to my heart,
Her bright soul,
Her spirit so high,
Like the wind,
I will always find her,
Wherever she might be,
No matter what she thinks,
Or what she does,
She's perfect,
And that is all that matters,
She is the girl of my dreams,
And I found her,
And mine forever she will be...

Recipe of two Lovers

Take happiness and laughter mix thoroughly with romance. Add hugs, pecks, and sprinkle with kisses. Bind with pleasure and bake with faith. Serve with endless love.

First Kiss..

Her eyes, beautiful and dark,
I take her hand, lead her through the park.

Along a path, through the trees,
I feel the cold, autumn breeze.

Everything slows down, as her other hand finds my cheek,
My eyes sparkle with love, my legs go weak.

Our lips press gently, the sun shines gold,
Drops of rain surround us, my heart is sold.

Kiss Remains

Standing alone I sway
Until she catches me in her arms
She is warmth and love
And she is longing and desire
I turn my face to her
And she catches my lips into hers
She is the match that carries a glowing fire
The solitary drink to quench my thirst
And at long last she relieves me
For just one minute she is mine
The woman I have longed to hold
Now holding me back
I am completely taken from myself
And thrust into this euphoria of her presence
Then I wake
My heart is weakened
And my senses still numb
Yet still I smile
Because although the dream has disappeared
The kiss remains

Sweet Dreams

I light a candle every night
Sending wishes to my angels above
Keep him safe this man I love
Watch over him and show your light
Let him know
As I close my eyes to sleep
I am in his arms as I dream

Two Hearts,
Two Minds,
In time,
Did find,
One Love,
One Aim,
Two paths
The same!

Love

Love is when you miss him even before he's gone,
When you could listen to him talk all night
And never get tired of hearing his voice,
When the sound of his name sends chills down your spine,
And when you see his smile the second you close your eyes!

How blessed I am that you are in my life
Not a day goes by when I do not think of you
You make everything alright
To you I do not have to prove myself
For you know me
I love you

How blessed I am that you are in my life
How honoured I am to be a part of yours
Memories made and shared
With you the one I love
My friend, my lover, my queen
'Til the end